Cant join back

I got mad at someone then I cant join back and my friend is there and this girl or boy said to me that Im bad and all bullying types of stuff and now its all be us of that.its so stupid I wanna see my friend(TurboAdvancedCB)but he mite not be on after I get to join again so pls

Mcperaider about Lifeboat+, v2.1.0